Kenneth's birthday at NYNY on sunday night.

I cant believe my school's gonna start next week and how DREADED i feel each and every single day whenever i think of school lately. As much as i wanna spend my last week off fruitfully with my loved ones and those whom i've never seen for quite some time, i've already wasted three days. Miaoping was the only person on my list right now.

im gonna start my day with 1 hr bus trip to school every day, chiong-ing my projects again, seeing those extremely vain girls with thick make-ups to school/couples holding hands, etc. having the 'privilege' to wear whatever you wanna wear to school doesnt seem appealing to me right from the start, i dont feel a sense of belonging to the school, you see. it seems to be rule-less in polys that you can do whatever stuffs you want. HAHA, i think im the only person who is complaining about my poly life. i cant seem to share with my friends any interesting incidents i've encountered in my school when they have one hundred stories to share with me. im not complaining that i dont have an interesting class, i just dont have interesting stuffs which revolved around my school life. oh rather pathetic, isnt it? oh man, one more thing, i dont even know what modules im taking the next sem! and i really need to start planning/listing my goals for the next sem. i dont want to be so, goal-less, like how i did during my 1.1 sem. My GPA is sooooooooooo low as compared to my classmates! ):

okay, i dont wanna freak out those people who wanna come to TP. in fact, i hope Cindy will make it to my school! (: maybe i just need some motivations to school lah.

on a happier note,
HAPPY SEVENTEEN (: